I can't sleep. I'm starting to waste away my life being so one minded. Lately, all I can think about is being next to boys. And when I say (or rather type) next to boys, that means in bed. Not sex, but cuddling. I just want someone to be there. I want someone to hold me. I want someone to stroke my hair and tell me everything is ok. That I am pretty and not just a worthless piece of shit. Also, I've just been damn frisky lately. I really just need to make out with someone. I know that's pretty shallow, but sometimes humans are shallow. My SPRING BREAK is not going as planned. I've just wasted my entire break thinking about this whole situation. God, I need some. And when I say some I don't mean sex. It's pretty much implied that I want nothing to do with sex right now. That would confuse things, but other sexual activities are fine. I think that maybe I'm being too personal here. I'm not going to worry about it. I don't care right now. I have come not to regret things I put in here anymore. Wait, I never regret anything. I just wish that I could write write write all day long. I <3 my North!! He's sitting in my lap right now. Ok, I gotta get up early. I am going to MacDonald's for breakfast. I think I spelled McDonalds's wrong. Wait, both look wrong. Hrm...what to do what to do. My foot is falling asleep. I'm really excited about getting breakfast but not about not being able to sleep.

Note to self: Do not take naps in the eveing, especially at 7:30. That is just stupid and insane. Huh, I really need to start learning from my mistakes.

P.S. I added more cliques. I'm really lame. How can I be punk and be in no punk cliques. Hmm, I will solve this later.
 
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