I think I am one of those people that just don't understand pop music. I mean why do it? Is it all about the money? It must be. There is no point then. A lot of pop music will be lost in the next two years. I mean, seriously do they still play New Kids on the Block? No. What did they play? They were the original boy band. I liked Joe McIntire. He was such a hottie. He is still is. I wonder if he would consider me wife material? Hey, you Joey I love your blue eyes. I owned one of those silly hats with no top. I had a huge Joe poster in my room. I looked at you everyday. I would fight for your honor.

Someone asked me the other day if I would make out with some stranger on the street. If some HOT, and when I say HOT, I mean whoa baby seriously hot, guy came up to me and kissed me would I keep kissing them. I don't know. I would think it was weird. It might also depend on my mood. Maybe one day I would find that acceptable and another I would find that completely gross. Well, as long as they don't smell.

Ok, the hottest guys on my list right now are DARREN HAYES of Savage Garden and BRIAN MOLKO of Placebo. I mean, come on they are both so hot. They are also very feminine guys. I've always liked feminine guys. I think that's why I'm attracted to the punks of nowadays. They are just not into the whole anarchy thing. They are cute like a pixie. Come on, Sum 41 couldn't fuck anyone up. Maybe they could beat someone with their studded belts, but I doubt they would. I would though, but if I did my pants would fall down. I want a studded belt. I want a studded cuff too. I would forgo the studded belt for the studded cuff. My friends won't buy me things like that because they see me as this cute innocent wannabe punk. When they themselves have no idea what punk really is. Whatever. Also, I just think plaid and argyle are really hot. Maybe I'm not a punk, but if given the chance I would cut my hair short and spike it. I've always wanted to do it. Way before I was punk or not punk depending on who you are reading this. I just think it's really cute.

I am an obsessive person. When I get into something. I don't give up. At least not lately. I mean yah fads pass, but I like get seriously obsessive and then get consumed by it. I love that. I've always been like that. I just love everything that I own. I give everything my all. That's why I am so tired. I am constantly involved with something. That explains why having an online journal is like addictive. I just love writing. I am obsessive about it. And to imagine that I almost went to the University of Toronto to become a hockey player. Yah, babee. I was going to be the second female in the NHL. I haven't watched a game in so long. Go PENS! It's hard to choose a team now because Jaromir Jagr doens't play for them anymore, but Mario Lemieux does. That just sucks. Oh, well...I miss hockey. Hockey games are the best. Taco Bell is also good. YUM! *drools* I want some taco bell. That sounds so good right now. However, I have enough money to take the T to get tacos, but not actually to buy any. :-( Oh, well. I'm going to have a lot of money after this break. I'll have a check. Hooray! SPRING BREAK is almost over. *weeps* I wasted the whole damn thing. I did get to see the Soulmate. Will I ever understand what I feel about him? I don't know. I just know that I love seeing him. That I miss him so much when he leaves. I wish I could see him everyday. 
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