OMG...you really should go to
Colorgenics and do this. Mine is dead on. I'm serious. Here is it:
You have always longed for the shared warmth, love and deeper emotions of a special person who has a similar sensitivity of feeling to your own and with whom you would like to share your future. You are a very gentle warm person with an unselfish giving nature. You are also artistic and responsive to "All things bright and beautiful". These elements personify you as a caring person - a person who "needs" and indeed "needs to be needed". You will prosper, which is deserved, and as a consequence the future looks good.
You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.
Circumstances are holding you back...forcing you to back off and to forgo all the pleasures, fun and games for the time being. But this is only a temporary situation...and before you even know it...the situation could change....
You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity... and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are.. but no.. you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself make you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest ... beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from a close and harmonious relationship.
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