The Hipster Brigade
Monday, April 22, 2002
 

Hmm, I do use that word often. I'm starting to be on the crunch time count down clock. Life is hectic. My body is going out of control. Stress has become my constant buddy. My other constant buddy is one of those angels that sits on your shoulder - you know the angel and the devil one - well, mine is the devil. "Hey, Diana. Hmm, he looks nice doesn't he? You should have a go with that one." "Oh, look he's indie. Isn't he yummy? Go, go, go." Fuck you hormones. Maybe I don't feel like making out every two seconds. Let's just say that I acted on a spring fling yesterday. I'm not sure why. I guess because the other party was consenting. God, I don't know. It was different this time. It was such a different feeling than before. It was nice. I enjoyed it. I don't know. I did sorta think about Derek a few times for which I feel bad. I really really really really like him. He's cute. Redheaded. GOD, I am not intelligent enough for him. He would be so bored with me. Why is this? I am just too young. I don't know what to do. This summer I am gonna go out and immerse (way sp) myself in some sort of intellectual cultures. I wonder if I can find someone that is in Mesa. You know that super intellectual group of people. I could become friends and they could teach me what they know. Give me suggestions on books though I guess that a certain pretentious hippie boy could do that as welll. I need to read so many books and poetry to get caught up here. Why am I so screwed? I am going to get a vocab book and teach myself some new language. I am such a simpleton. Sorry...I just feel dumb sometimes. I'm not sure why I do now. I need to go and work on this debate. I am so screwed. I don't feel like doing work. I hate my life.

No, that was a lie. I love life! I am an awesome person and ignore this post above. Everyone has problems because I can honestly say that I am a happy and lucky individual. I will speak to you later. Bye!
  |


<< Home
Laying the foundation for grown-up fairy tales since November 2001.

My Photo
Name:
Location: Boston, Massachusetts, United States

Nerd. Collector. Haiku Writer. Knee sock wearer. Umbrella holder. Polaroid taker. Photobooth sitter. Casual gamer.

LINKS
Fiction, Photography & Poetry / David Frost prints / Green Tea / MAF / N&N? / 1FaceLife / Justin Why / Rainy Days / Angels in Alcatraz

SUPPORT DIY
My My / Persephassa / Freckle Wonder / My Paper Crane

ARCHIVES
November 2001 / December 2001 / January 2002 / February 2002 / March 2002 / April 2002 / May 2002 / June 2002 / July 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / March 2005 /


Powered by Blogger Weblog Commenting and Trackback by HaloScan.com

Site Meter





< ? bostonites # >