I need to treat each day like it's the last.  I don't know what to expect when I return home.  I haven't been home since January 17th.  Isn't that scary?  It frightens me.  I know nothing has changed and that might be what scares me even more.  I 
have changed.  I don't know how I will be accepted.  Will I even be accepted?  Someone hold me close.  My door rattles with the old musty building wind.  I may never see you again.  Love me tenderly.
 
   
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