yeah, i'm feeling so many things right now that i can't explain. i don't think i need to explain them as they are there and just exist. sometimes things give make you nautious thinking about them too much. i'm on hiatus again, that way i won't lose my mind. surely, we all know how often that happens to me. how my mind...well, has a mind of it's own.

despite being called unpassionate i think i would call myself the most passionate person alive. when i thrive and put myself towards a goal, i see little else. i understand that i have all the time in the world. I MUST NOT RUSH THINGS. i must learn to observe things how they are and just step back instead of hammering the situation to death.

isn't it funny when you do something for the second time but less people are there and not the same people that were there the first time. and how this time you wish they were there with you. the tables have turned and i would have loved to see you all dressed up. my date. a table for two with crackers and CHEESE to accompany my whine.

for someone so emo shouldn't you use to complaining? that's all emo kids do. complain how they are alone and how they wish they had someone to share their pain with. "oh, woe is me." drama, that's what being emo is about...nowadays.

interested in my SECRET club? email me why i should pick you. skafunkmelt@hotmail.com 
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