You are simply amazing. Let's talk soon and figure things out, k? I never wanted to hurt you.

Sometimes you realize how little things really matter. That material things are not everything. How sick Christmas makes me. I hate how we don't buy gifts out of love anymore but we buy them because we must. We buy them to show up other parents, spouses, siblings. Sorry, folks...not this year. I'm ignoring that. I've always been a really thoughtful giver of gifts. I don't have a lot to spend but I want to try and get something a little of something. I love making things and I try my best to give things that will have a special meaning to someone. Something that's more than a gift. Something that will last and not be tossed in the corner or at least showed I made some sort of effort. I do. I bought my sister and mom presents today. I also ate Indian food. Mmm...though Indian is better with two and I was lacking the one person that I wanted to be there. I would do anything to be with him right now. I have to wait until I go back in December though. Then we'll be able to spend good times together. That sounded sappy. Well, I certainly am good at that. 
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