i realized that sometime or later your favorite CDs will go on sale, but only after you have spent $13 on them 7 months ago. i also realized that my life snaps just like that. i'm a fragile flower. i'm a broken soul. i have good friends. boutiful. all around me. amazing people that i need to start recognizing for their good deeds. give them medals of valour because they are that fucking amazing, and now that i have them i feel like if i lost them i would never be able to go back. i feel that close. i feel sucked in. (part of the problem, really.)
i'm burned out. it's been one week. i think way too much has happened.
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