Wednesday, January 15, 2003
January 6, 2003 dallas time: 5:46 pm
it's another day in january where i A) slept in and B) didn't write my paper. sigh. i am such a disappointment to myself sometimes. i used up all my free internet time just IMing people and now i have no more online time. what to do? what to do? blah. that was surely dumb.
i talked to derek last night for the first time in forever. well, i think i talked to him sometime early december. i can't remember anymore. he's a neat guy.
yesterday, i saw a gang of vespa drivers. YES, you read right. A GANG OF VESPA DRIVERS. sigh. i want a vespa. don't you need a special license to ride one?
boys are confusing. perhaps they are not confusing but i like to confuse myself with boys. i met a nice one and we had a "hot date." his words not mine and that was before we actually had the date. he's originally from phoenix and somehow that's a bit creepy. i don't know. i guess it reminds me of others that i know. it's funny how arizona has become like the biggest place in my life right now. laura is there. funny funny actually. i keep hearing about it on tv. i don't know. maybe it's because i'm more aware of it right now.
[b]ARE YOU because...
i'm currently searching for cowboys and pirates. punks and indie rockers also welcome.[/b]
i think there is a time in your life when you grow up. yes, boys can do that. maybe. is dating older men all that bad anyways? i think they want the same things i want. i'm not talking about sex. no, really!
remember koosh balls? those things are the best. really.
blah. i'm sooo not in the scene. soon people are going to realize this and i'm going to lose my cool status. sigh. what a shame. right?! wait, did i ever have cool status? it's a shame when even 15 year olds start to catch on to how nerdy you really are. blah, i'm a bore!
OH. this new boy is best friends with Jimmy Eat World. amazing. he was also in this band called haskell (sp) or at least that's what i thought he said. he skateboards too. he's fun! oh, he's also not addicted to video games. so there. (yes, that was a low blow.) i actually like video games and when i saw his little tv set-up with no super NES or Nintendo 64, etc...it made me a tad sad. i like video games. i like playing video games with sexy boys. this never happens. actually, that's how i ended up falling for my first real boyfriend. we were playing super mario. i rule!
alright. Eyre calls and i need to get this fucking thing finished. jeez.
¶ 2:13 PM
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it's another day in january where i A) slept in and B) didn't write my paper. sigh. i am such a disappointment to myself sometimes. i used up all my free internet time just IMing people and now i have no more online time. what to do? what to do? blah. that was surely dumb.
i talked to derek last night for the first time in forever. well, i think i talked to him sometime early december. i can't remember anymore. he's a neat guy.
yesterday, i saw a gang of vespa drivers. YES, you read right. A GANG OF VESPA DRIVERS. sigh. i want a vespa. don't you need a special license to ride one?
boys are confusing. perhaps they are not confusing but i like to confuse myself with boys. i met a nice one and we had a "hot date." his words not mine and that was before we actually had the date. he's originally from phoenix and somehow that's a bit creepy. i don't know. i guess it reminds me of others that i know. it's funny how arizona has become like the biggest place in my life right now. laura is there. funny funny actually. i keep hearing about it on tv. i don't know. maybe it's because i'm more aware of it right now.
[b]ARE YOU because...
i'm currently searching for cowboys and pirates. punks and indie rockers also welcome.[/b]
i think there is a time in your life when you grow up. yes, boys can do that. maybe. is dating older men all that bad anyways? i think they want the same things i want. i'm not talking about sex. no, really!
remember koosh balls? those things are the best. really.
blah. i'm sooo not in the scene. soon people are going to realize this and i'm going to lose my cool status. sigh. what a shame. right?! wait, did i ever have cool status? it's a shame when even 15 year olds start to catch on to how nerdy you really are. blah, i'm a bore!
OH. this new boy is best friends with Jimmy Eat World. amazing. he was also in this band called haskell (sp) or at least that's what i thought he said. he skateboards too. he's fun! oh, he's also not addicted to video games. so there. (yes, that was a low blow.) i actually like video games and when i saw his little tv set-up with no super NES or Nintendo 64, etc...it made me a tad sad. i like video games. i like playing video games with sexy boys. this never happens. actually, that's how i ended up falling for my first real boyfriend. we were playing super mario. i rule!
alright. Eyre calls and i need to get this fucking thing finished. jeez.
¶ 2:13 PM
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