well well...i am a paranoid girl. i've begun to think that the world is conspiricing against me. that could be true. all is possible in the crazy world known as college. actually, that would be really funny. that would explain a lot. why i only have certain allies. why i don't go out with emerson boys. it all makes sense. and what's up with the popularity of the game assassins? i don't understand that.

dorm living is not for me. i think i'm a loner hipster. i'm definately obsessed and self-depracating. i think that goes along with the paranoia quite well. at least, it's only my fault and no one elses. there are so few people i even know her. i think it's pretty sad when i have more online friends than real friends. ok, that's not really true. also, i think people shy away from internet dating because there are a lot of creeps. true, dat yo. but like i said before, definately just more stupid people in the world. i'm on a lot of sites. dumb sites that i got bored and put myself on. i guess i'm too curious to see who i can meet to erase myself. i should just go ahead and do that. internet communities are a pretty frightening though. i mean to think that we are only linked via the super information highway. there must be a better way to connect with people. i miss real life interactions with people. i think i should have gone and lived in a bigger building despite i hate high school cliques that get formed there, i would have been forced to reach out to more people just because of how the building is set up. i think i like people a lot more than i'm willing to admit.

i'm tired. zzzz. 
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