Repeat

for the last half an hour i've been listening to this on repeat:

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Bye bye.

the smiths. sigh.

hard to get. hard to get. play hard to get. patience. perserverence. i must remember the rules of the game and then realize that i hate games. sometimes i guess old tricks do work. sigh. i hate giving in to old ways. i have giving in. i hate giving. i hate. i. that's all there is left in the end.

dallas, today. i'm not ready to go. why does spring break sound so definite? i'm coming back afterall. i think. 
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