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i hate the sound of my telephone ringing. that shrill scream jackhammer to my inner ear. there's almost any sound more pleasant than my telephone going off like your next door neighbor's alarm clock at 5am when he's not there. it makes me cringe. my ears hurt from the popularity of my phone. are they calling for me? again? sigh. i can't deal with the frequent use of phones. sometimes i just scream fuck you in it's general direction but than the pang of guilt settles inside. i'm here, why can't i talk? sometimes i prefer silence to noise. to music. i need that break. my ears are ringing but my heart's okay. i just can't hear my heart over that deafening roar.

 
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