get me away from here, i'm dying

i think i’m at the one point in my life where i want to give it all up, rent a VW bus and drive around America. there’s nothing left for me here. there’s nothing to tie me down to any one place. i’m fed up in other words. i’ve had it. IT IS FINISHED. i am finished or at least i’m ready for some sort of finished -- polished. My only babies -- inked fingers, sparse words and a clumsy cd collection. i'm really dying for it all to make sense...again. i guess i've had it up to here and i'm really tired of all the guessing. i want to push fast forward and see what i'm living for -- what the future will be. i want to cheat because without the cause i'm afraid i won't make it. i suppose living for one is better than living for none. 
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