pack, unpack, pack

did i tell you that i was okay? i had to make a special playlist or else i get so sad i stop functioning and just sit at the computer feeling empty and sad and that the whole room will close in on me. packing is the hardest thing in my life to do. i don't know why i bring so much stuff. i can't help it, i like clutter. they should make a special service of people that can help me pack. i can't stand it. i just can't. i have panic attacks just thinking about it, but it's need to get done.

i'm not lazy. i'm just too emotional.
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i just decided this summer i'm going to try and be a better vegetarian. no more ramen and no more geletin. i found vegetarian ramen and i have swedish fish and i think some of the poptarts are vegetarian. i'll have to find out. i can do this. for the animinals. yes, i call them that. now and then. i can't help it.
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i can't wait till i'm all settled down. NO MORE MOVING. i'll just own a bunch of houses all over where i intend of living. yeah, that sounds good. 
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