i'm looking for a disaster to set me in the mood

i've already hit rock bottom.

today, i was talking about Spiderman: The Movie and how i thought Mary Jane was portrayed as a ditz. then one of my co-workers who overheard spoke up, "look who's talking about ditzes." pffft.
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i'm looking for a challenge or something new to wake me up. after i got back from colorado my heart felt empty for my new found friends. it's hard to go from being completely surrounded by people to being pretty much isolated. i like being alone but it's lonely and no one is hear to listen to me ramble about my childhood and my favorite colors and my new chuck taylors. i'm not saying i need much but i need something. but i can't really tell what's missing because it doesn't seem like i'm missing a piece from myself, just a piece from my future.
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everyone else seems the same. why don't i?

 
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