no apologies

i'm sorry for not sitting next to hugh at mat's birthday party when i was eleven. i'm sorry for flirting with justin. i'm sorry for not saying no. i'm sorry for pushing you at that show. i'm sorry for the new kids on the block. i'm sorry for not being your friend, just because you didn't like smashing pumpkins. i'm sorry for saying i hated you. i'm sorry for forgetting to give you a valentine in grade school. i'm sorry for saying i had a crush on you. i'm sorry for wanting you to die. i'm sorry for eating that cow. i'm sorry for spitting on the sidewalk. i'm sorry for forgetting my umbrella at the boston public library. i'm sorry for the bastard that stole my umbrella. i'm sorry for the animals that die of carbon monoxide poisoning in the shelters. i'm sorry for not wearing skirts more often. i'm sorry for being so quiet in class. i'm sorry for not raising my hand. i'm sorry about blurting out the answer. i'm sorry for not saying what was on my mind. i'm sorry that i thought about slicing my wrists for five months. i'm sorry i didn't give goat cheese a chance. i'm sorry i don't like hawaiian pizza. i'm sorry for dancing around in my room. i'm sorry for the people on the fourth floor of the student union who saw me dancing. i'm sorry for dismissing soundgarden and nirvana when i was twelve. i'm sorry for not liking the nice boy. i'm sorry about the scene. i'm sorry i said things just to get your attention. i'm sorry for thinking i'm better than you. i'm sorry for not believing in god. i'm sorry for geletin. i'm sorry about stepping on that earth worm. i'm sorry for not smoking. i'm sorry for not listening to my mother. i'm sorry for crying so loudly. i'm sorry for kissing that boy. i'm sorry i used you for the kisses. i'm sorry for asking. i'm sorry for not writing sooner.  
¶ 9:27 PM |