no self control

i wake up and look down at my own exposed thigh. my room is so hot that i don't need covers, but i'm too scared to sleep naked in case of a fire alarm or strong breeze that unlocks my door in the night. i can just imagine waking up with an aroused boy by my side, and unless he's Emo Boy from the floor above, i'd be very disappointed.

i've noticed that i can't last more than 5 days without touching myself. skin. lips. pussy. i get cranky, irritable. sometimes i can't even tell if that's the problem, it just hits me that maybe it would be a good time to get off. i always feel so much better afterwards.

you know those parts in porn movies, where they guy is totally railing the girl, and then he grabs her neck just as she is about to cum? when i'm alone, i do that, too. i don't even notice the gesture till i'm done and there's a hand on my neck.  
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