i tried the whole day but this was all that came out

there are some days that i can't rescue with music. some days that the right song just doesn't sound right to me anymore. some days where i shuffle through my entire cd collection and nothing looks right.

those days i put on the classical station and stare at the ceiling till i fall asleep. those days are hopeless. those days i want everything to stop making noise. where i step out of my room and everyone is stopped frozen with time and i walk forward while everyone is stuck. fast. not going anywhere. they are, what i feel like.

those days i know i can't be anything i want to be because i don't know how to sing or play the guitar and that i only write in fragments and no one understands what i say. those days i think about every single failure. every single fall. every single regret.

sometimes i like these days because i know they will be over soon. and i never ever spend these days alone. i always go out and walk around. by myself or with a friend. whenever i feel like the meteor is heading for my little closet dorm room, i move out of the way.
 
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