not the bitter buffalo

i only have 23 people on my AIM buddy list now.
i bet you aren't one of them.
spring cleaning, of sorts.

if i don't IM you,
now you know why.
but if you amuse me,
maybe we can be friends again.
i'm just indecisive lately
and rash.

i don't feel like adding the entire world on livejournal either
unless you are a good writer
or take amusing photographs
or are sexy
or i like you
or know you
or you give good head
i just don't care

lately, i want to spend hours by myself
reading Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli
and falling in love with rock stars
like modest mouse
and rediscovering ryan adams
and rocking hard to the deathray davies

i guess my heart if feeling a bit too full right now
and i needed to let some of that disgusting ooze
known as love out
because it was starting to weigh me down
a bit too much 
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