first impressions





i'm all about good body image
&generousity.
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why can't everyone be vegetarian?

i can't stand it sometimes. i can't help that i'm being completely close minded right now. i really don't want to meddle in anyone's eating habits or beliefs. i just don't know what to say about it anymore. so i just stay silent. it's really not that big of a deal most of the time, but sometimes it frustrates me so much. at least, i have understanding parents and friends. my boyfriend is extremely supportive and stands up for me, even though i can be ridiculously sensitive about it sometimes. i can't even watch movies with animal abuse involved. it's just not funny. it will never be funny. sometimes i hate cheap laughs.

i've been thinking more about becoming vegan, but i'm not sure yet. i have a lot of thinking to do about it, and it won't happen while i'm still in college.

i'm not sure what to think of this site. i don't think i have anything else to say on the matter.
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i am so restless. i can't stop shaking my leg. i'm sitting and shaking. i'm standing and shaking. i pace and pace and pace. unless i'm asleep, which is still full of strange dreams and uncomfortable positions. i can't stop cleaning -- a simple form of procrastination that is in full swing. i'm so distracted.

i hate loud noises when i'm concentrating. i can't focus on listening to music anymore and i feel angry and stressed out. what is happening to me?

i need a vacation.
or masturbation.

maybe both. 
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