what goes on inside her head

lately, i've had my mind on vacation & other things of luxury. i've been reading about the lives of bebe buell & courtney love -- two badass chicks -- that make me want to be all sassy. although, i have to admit that i'm much too sweet for that. i'd crumble under pressure. i can't go around saying fuck you to everyone and fucking rock stars. it's too much work. i need an office job with a tight schedule and perhaps some fancy dinner parties. i wish i was this sex glam rock vixen, but i'm lackluster teen queen wannabe that hides under her bangs all day. although, i have to say that it's a comfortable position and i'm not crawling out from under my shell any time soon. i prefer a quiet life with small treasures.

but one day, maybe i'll make a transformation. although, you'll never see me in head to toe leather, it goes against my morals.
 
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