an endless love affair

so, three years here! november 2001 - november 2004. with other bits scattered on livejournal. i feel like i've grown up right in front of everyone, even if i was 20 years old when i started. my whole self discovery is documented amongst the archives from childhood to my...am-i-really-an-adult-hood. people have told me they can't get through my past writing because it's incredibly boring & awful and nothing like how i write now -- it's true -- i've lost the girl i used to be. & i'm nothing like how i wanted to be back then -- trying to conform to be one of the non-comformists and then finally giving up and accepting myself. it was a long process -- one i'm still in.

i guess i just want to pat myself on the back for making it this far. honestly, i didn't think i could. 
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